Thursday, July 16, 2020

Day 83: Commitment

Day 83 of #100DaysofHannah and #100DaystoOffload

Today I've been thinking a lot about commitment.
Namely, how much it scares me.

There's a pretty significant part of me that's afraid of committing to, well, anything.

Why?

Because I don't know the future, and I hate making promises that I may not be able to (or want to) keep.  As the ISTP that I am, I know all too well how my thoughts, feelings, and emotions may change at the drop of a hat, leaving me uncomfortable with situations and plans that I previously anticipated.

It has the ability to affect most every area of my life, but right now most of my non-commitment is centered around one topic: work.

Up until this point in my career, work was simple.  I was told when to go, where to go, and what to do.  And I really had no choice in the matter.

But now I do.

And that's what scares me.

Because every path that I take is another path that I forego (or forgo. I'm not sure which spelling I like better..)
And the decision that seems right today may not be the best decision tomorrow.

So what do I do?

The same thing [I] do every day - try to take over the world!
(Question of the Day: What am I quoting?)

Which looks a whole lot like blogging and messing with music.

'Til tomorrow,
Hannah

Challenge of the Day: Make ice cream.
Song of the Day: Abide with Me
Photo of the Day:


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