Monday, June 8, 2020

Day 45: Struggle

It’s Day 45 of #100DaysofHannah and #100DaystoOffload, and I really don’t want to be blogging, but I set out to do this thing, and so, by golly, I will type.

My posts as of late have been pretty lackluster.
But I guess maybe that’s life too.

I feel like I haven’t had any substantial insight in days.
More often than not, I’m simply trying to make it through the hours in the day to get to bed on the other side.
Which, I sort of hate.
But, most days I don’t know what else to do.
It can feel like I’m putting in so much effort just to keep my head above water.  How am I supposed to be swimming laps too?

I’ve seen posts saying that “we’re in the middle of a pandemic - it’s okay to be struggling,” but I still find that hard to accept.
Especially when things were rolling along so smoothly.

But somewhere I hit a snag.
A snag of headaches, and dizziness, and fatigue, and anxiety.
And I feel like I should know how to keep pushing through this, considering how often these events happen, but, I don’t.

If anyone else was in this position, I think I’d cut them some slack.
Why is it so hard to do that for me?

In any case, my ears are killing me.  Hopefully some day this will be cured by sleep.

‘Til tomorrow,
-Hannah

Question of the Day: How do you keep going when you don’t feel like it?
Challenge of the Day: Hum! It’s supposed to be good for your sinuses.
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